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My mind is full of darkness, It holds constant fear. Only I hold the power to shine through. My mind is full of sadness, Loss of hope for...

Some Days are Better Than Others

I have written, deleted, and rewritten this more times than I can count. In fact, I wasn’t even sure I wanted to post it, but when I...

Ch. 10: Through Daddy’s Eyes

July 24th, 2018 I hated that I had to let Jenn walk into the OB Triage alone, but I still had to work. I told her to keep me updated. Too...

Ch. 9: Final Arrival

Thursday July, 26th 2018 31 Weeks & 4 Days Pregnant (continued) I opened my eyes and my whole body felt numb and heavy. While I was...

Ch. 8: Not in the Birth Plan

Thursday July, 26th 2018 31 Weeks & 4 Days Pregnant (continued) The family started to leave little by little after the doctors left us....

Ch. 7: Don't Let Them See You Shake

Thursday July, 26th 2018 31 Weeks & 4 Days Pregnant (continued) I was just told I was being transported to another hospital… After the...

Ch. 6: Not Going Home...Today

Wednesday July, 25th 2018 31 Weeks & 3 Days Pregnant (Continued) I was devastated to hear that I wouldn’t be going home. The doctor went...

Ch. 5: New Room

Tuesday July, 24th 2018 31 Weeks & 2 Days Pregnant (Continued) I just ended my call with Sam as the nurse came in to unhook me from the...

This is for you

It's no secret that many moms struggle with body image after birth. Of course, I have not been an exception. Today a good friend reminded...

Ch. 4: Hard Stick

Tuesday July, 24th 2018 31 Weeks & 2 Days Pregnant (Continued) The nurse was expecting me. She escorted me to a room and (once again)...

Ch 3: The Beginning

Monday July, 23rd 2018 31 Weeks & 1 Day Pregnant I was getting ready to return to a normal work schedule after the previous week of...

Ch 2: The Weekend Happened...

Friday July 20th, 2018 30 weeks & 4 days Pregnant I decided to start my urinalysis Friday night. (No way the pee jug was going to work...

Ch 1: Before the Beginning...

Anyone who knows me, knows that I absolutely love talking about my daughter! She’s the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me...

Naked

In case you haven't noticed, its been a while since my last post. I've been struggling on what to post. I always said when I create my...

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